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[love]

1]HE TRiPPED ME
& NO.
HE DiDN’T END UP CATCHING ME.
iTS BETTER.
WE FELL TOGETHER<3

2]Count By Twos.
&& when you get to 5,
ILL STOP LOVING YOU

3]i'm in love. not the elementary school
love; where you go out for a week; hold
hands and say 'i love you' ; 'i love you too'
i mean; i  r e a l l y love him <33

4]me without you is like
a pot head not high
a plane that don`t fly
a best with no buy
a hooker with no luck
a hoe that don`t suck
a slut that dont fuck
a nerd without braces
--->and<---
asentencewithnospaces

5]because you`re the kind of guy
who`d laugh at me when i
f
 a
    l
      l
help me up & then whisper
it`s okay babe, i still love you

 6] he placed his hand in mine
&& i'm telling you; in that
moment in time, i knew he
was the boy i wanted to be
with for the rest of my life

7] and even if she walks in ; sweats, no makeup,
hair up, tell her she's beautiful. because that's all
she wants to hear. and to hear it from you makes it
ten times better than to hear it from somebody else

8] Is it obvious ? The way I look at you . The way i always want to look my best whenever I know youre around . mabye the way I laugh at everything you say or tihnk about you all the time . Is it obvious ? the way I always want to be your main focus . how just a glance from you makes me giggle . or the way i cant seem to stop smiling when im with you . is it obvious that i want you ?

10]its the kinda crush
where i just finished putting
up my away messsage
about to walk out
the door && he signs on
and suddenly
whatever i was gunna do
wherever i was
gunna go doesnt matter
but talking to him does

11]looks grab your attention
but it's the personality that
keeps you holding on <3.

12]you ask me what drives me crazy, i'll tell you,
you have me thinking about you all the time
not just when your around, or when i hear your name
no its when i should be taking a test,
or when im suppose to be asleep.
i can't go an hour without thinking about y o u,
i wish i could stop it but that would be humanley impossible...<33

[heartbreak]

1]You know, she really did love you

more than anyone else ;

but you just let her

walk into your life

& walk right back out

Boy, you missed your

chance, because nobody

will ever love you,

like that girl did...

so go get yourself

screwed over by one

of those sluts, who

have a new boyfriend

everyweek, because

that girl doesn't care

a n y m o r e

JUST A SHORT ENTRY TODAY .

ILL UPDATE LATER OR TOMORROW .

<333

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COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS NiCE <3

Photos fade
people change
but you and me
will be best friends till
the e n d!<3

everyone is going to
hurt you
||sooner|| or <--later-->
you just have to decide
whose w o r t h the pain!

You can't stop the earth from spinning under your toes .
you can't soak up the sea,
just like you can't stop what you were destined to be<3

 if a guy really likes you,
he'll listen to what you have to say
and not what o t h e r people have to say about you .

you know it's meant to be when even at the times you just can't stand him, he's still the only person on your mind. <3

So we locked ourselves in your car. Got lost in eachother's eyes. We sang to the radio. He whispered in her ear & she'd laugh at his silly jokes, even if they were pointless. He'd grab her hand and not let go. He had n o i d e a how happy it made her. She'd rest her head on his shoulder, close her eyes, listen to their song while he kissed her forehead. She memorized the t o u c h of his lips. She didn't want to leave anytime soon. & he'd give her his jacket when she told him she was c o l d. It would be 3 in the morning, but they'd still be tangled in each other.She knew he was something special. It was different how he moved her because when he told her 'goodnight', to her it still felt like 'hello'. <333

Wouldn't life be [* w o n d e r f u l *]
if sweatpants were sexy . . monday
mornings were fun, if junk food had
no calories.. all kisses' were *magical.*
life was always w o r t h living for and
[l o v e n e v e r h u r t a n y o n e]

i need a guy who can make me laugh,
just by the way he says * hello * when i pick up the phone.
The guy who makes my hands shake,
when i'm sitting right next to him.
And the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me,
when i'm not really ready to let go

& everytime a boy breaks your heart
you'll move on & find a new one & you
think; maybe this boy won't be like the rest.
but in the end he lets you down just like
all the others, leading you to think all
boys will break your heart < / 3

i wanna be like those girls in the movies
to have a man so in love it makes him drop
to his knees. she's even on his mind while
he's asleep at niight. cus that`s the feeling
youu given me. <3

oh, && she wants you to know. . .
she loves the way you laugh && your dumb smile ... it has her fallin head over heals for you

Nothing lasts *f o r e v e r* you silly girl;
You must see; Stop searching for
something that will never be.

i know he's not p_e_r_f_e_c_t_, but he tries
so hard for me, & i thank God because
how boring would that be? it's the little
imperfections & the sudden change
in plans.. when he misreads directions
& we're lost.. but still holdin` hands

iTS NOW OR NEVER
because once shes G O N E;;
she's not turning back

i guess that it's typical to cling to m e m o r i e s
you will never get back again and to sort through
old photographs of a summer long ago.. or
an old friend.. i used to know

I WANT A GUY. . . .
who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward.
someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy.
someone who would sing to me at random moments.
who would let me sleep on their chest.
a boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat.
i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away.
someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile
and agree with everything i said.
he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb
and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times.
and someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh
he would surprise me with 25 cent rings
and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum.
he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist
and give me big bear hugs all the time.
someone who would kiss my neck
just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume
and at night we would dance in our pajamas
and we'd always take pictures in photo booths..
he would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk and we'd play tag on the beach.
he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it.
we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches..
and we'd make out in the pouring rain.
he would tell me when he didn't think something looked good and i wouldn't mind.
he would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar
but we'd just end up laughing at each other.
he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty.
he would share lollipops with me and get along with all of my friends.
he would never be afraid to say " i love you " in front of his friends
and we would argue of silly things with me then make up.
i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there.
we would kiss at midnight on new years
and make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone.
i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family.
i want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night
just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket
and squirt water guns at each other in the house.
someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often ..
someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny
and make me promise not to laugh.
someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick,.
we would buy tons of disposable cameras and take lots of pictures.
but mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend
and would never lie to me
or break my heart..

 They try to drive us a-p-a-r-t, we only get closer
They say it's wrong, but we say it's love
they judge us, but we just build up our relationship
They say we arent supposed to be together
& we, yes we, will prove them wrong

He's like a carcrash. You don't want
to look, but you just can't stop staring

Because a girl like me is never
gonna settle for s e c o n d best.

the problem with boys:
they make you believe they
love you when they don't ;;

the problem with girls:
they make you belive they
dont like you when they do

done for the night .

im tired .

<3

So i lied. it wasnt soon. but here it is.

[o01.]There are a million reasons not
to fall in love, but at the same
time. . there are still a million
reasons to fall in love<3

[o02.]it`s kinda like your a rockstar
&&; i want your autograph
    o n  m y  h e a r t   

[o03.]Dont believe the guy who tells you he loves you,
Believe the guy that proves it to you

[o037.]s o j u s t h o l d h e r c l o s e
&& let her see the world clearly
for the first time in her life

[o038.]& sometimes all a girl really needs
is a hand to hold and a heart to
understand

[o039.]someone mentioned your name
& asked if i knew you.
i just smiled, looked down...
thought of all our good times
& then i softly whispered " yeah,
i use to "

[o040.]&& she's that crooked little heart
that you drew in the corner of
your paper in second grade,
the one that got scribbled out
because it wasn't quite right.

[o041.]used to be a strong girl. But a lot has changed, a lot has happened, and I've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through, and you know something? I finally broke. Everything around me crashed, and I fell right with it. I'm not that strong anymore..I can't handle this anymore.'

[o042.]we used to be best friends. stay up talking
on the phone about random things . we had
our little fights and moved on. we used to do
each others makeup and hair & had a good time
but now i see youu in the hallways and we pass each
other like we never knew one another.

[o043.]&& he walked me to the door. i started to go inside, when he grabbed my hand. he said,"while i still have the chance.. i want to make one of your dreams come true."then he dragged me down the steps.. he looked into my eyes. his hand on my chin.. our lips grazed, and we stood there && kissed in the pouring rain*..*

[o044.]you just have to live your life not caring
& shake off the drama
just to prove that you're better
than they think you are

[o045.]She sat there...watching him...his eyes shining...his smile bright...she couldn't get him out of her mind. All she wanted was to be with him. She smiled, pretending to be happy, but inside, her heart was breaking.

[o046.]As I lie here in the midst of the night, I wander if your thinking about me. Maybe you've already fallen asleep, or I'm there in your dreams. But I know one thing for sure, I'm always thinking about you, & when I'm asleep, your always in my dreams

[o047.]me without you?? now thats insane. its like a crackhead without cocaine.

[o048.]girl: you know the difference between love, true love, and showing off.

boy: no what?
girl: when its love, the girl spits, when its true love, the girl swallows, and when its showing off, the girl gargles

boy: hahaha. so what do you think we have?
girl: true love.

[o049.]When you pinky swear that we'll be together forever.. i'm holding you to it <3

[o050.]A love story like ours belongs on the big screen or in the pages of a novel <3

[o051.]Go up to anyone and ask them about their first love.. ask them how they feel about them now.. i bet they still love them, in some way, shape, or form <3

[o052.]love is being stupid together! and then laughing about all the crazy shit we get into, but most importantly we're in it together

[o053.]maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along and fix whats wrong. maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else has the answer. sometimes, you've got to be your own hero.   [o054.]"I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together in the park. When we were two, we were best friends, I mean, I, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color. I knew her favorite food. Then we became six, you know, and Eric made fun of me because it wasn't cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl, so for the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those "the lost years". Then when I was thirteen, Mom, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I'm with her I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So that's, that's what I feel is love, Mom... When I'm better because she's here..." - cory - boy meets world   [o055.]see. theres this guy. and when i met him it was like.... like a shade going up in a dark room and a light suddenly pouring in he understood me in a way no one ever did or could and just as suddenly... the room got dark again   [o056.]goodbye hurts more then anything especially when deep down you know you're never going to say hello again   [o057.] Every night before i go to bed; I turn on my radio and just listen. I listen for the songs that remind me of you and I so i`ll go to bed with nothing but a smile on my face   [o058.] best friends understand every single word your saying. when your crying & speaking gibberish   [o059.] TEN WAYS TO KNOW if you are a hopeless romantic you use your crushes name as a password. your iPod is full of love songs. valentine's day is your favorite holiday. you have a special ringtone just for him. you dot your i`s with little hearts. you already have your wedding planned down to the menu. you use his picture as your screensaver. you cry when you watch romantic movies. his jersey number is your favortie number. you always cry at weddings. [o060.] It doesn't matter how long you've known him.. if he's kept you smiling since day one, don't lose him <33   [o061.]i must admit. its pathetic how i get butterflies. when you sign on. you make me crazy.   [o062.] Note to self: Don't let anyone in. They can't hurt you that way     [o063.]i didn't get you for Christmas.. so am i getting you on Valentine's Day?   [o064.] just because i flirt doesn't mean i'm a hoe. it just means unlike some girls, i learned to say "no."   [o065.]& on valentines day, the perfect commercial holiday, if you have someone to hold, love, & kiss, let me tell you this: i hope you choke on each others tongues   [o066.] Plenty of other guys out there. That`s what everyone says: There are plenty of other guys out there besides him. Lots of fish in the sea, sure. But there`s one problem, something you don`t understand. None of them can make me feel the way he does. And I don`t want any of those other guys, I just want him..   [o067.]before i sleep & after i wake up & all the hours in between you occupy my mind. so practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. [[- i miss you-]]   [o068.]  i have come to realize that there are two types of love songs;; the kind that makes me cry, b`coz they are so beautiful & there's the song that makes me cry, b`coz they remind me of you   [o069.]  at first they say itsz a crush b`coz you think he`s so cute & he knows how to make you smile;; you like the way you feel around him. his touches give you shivers & you`re constantly blushing around him. but what happens when you can`t really see why he's so attractive & he`sz not so cute anymore `nd he doesn`t touch you anymore so you don`t get those shivers, the blushin` has faded b`coz it seems he has to. yet, you still love him jusz as much. is that still a crush?   [o070.]  maybe that feelin` in my stomach when i see you isn`t tellin` me that i like you. maybe itsz tellin` me to run away before i get too caught up in another x_heartache   [o071.]  a guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. after the game,he asked her how she liked the experience. "Oh, i really liked it."she replied, "especially the tight pants & all the big muscles, buti just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25cents." Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game. all they kept screamin` was: 'Get the QUARTERBACK! GET THE QUARTERBACK' I`m like HELLOO? It'sz only 25 cents!!!"   [o072.]  you were there for me for so long making me laugh while i was in tears. i would never let anyone take your place because you`re the best friend i had. youd laugh at my stupid jokes -- put up with my worst moods -- go along with my crazy ideas --, you managed to see the best in me         more later i promise<333

Love is like a river, its calm in the beginning then it gets bumpy and at the end comes a water fall...  -Randice

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sryyyyyyyy